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| How I see the world in a nutshell. Oh, this shall be fun. =3 |
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| Holy shit =D My father just got a text and it was like "hey there baby boy" It was a wrong number But no lie, wtf?!? Who texts someone that says 'BABY BOY?!" My mom's texting back, probably something along the lines of "Hello skank, this is baby boy's wife. If you ever contact him again, I'm going to chase down your sleazy ass." Hilarious situation :) | ||
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| Current mood: Restless, sappy xD Listening to: The Movie XD So, I'm currently watching Titanic for the third time in two days. I have seen this movie so many times in my life, I would be able to recite every line in the movie if it weren't for my crappy memory. I'm towards the end, where Rose jumped out of the lifeboat to be with Jack, and Cal tried to chase them down and yelled "I hope you enjoy your time together!" And then realized that Rose has the heart of the ocean because it was in the pocket of the coat he'd given her a few minutes previously. I.Love.This.Movie.<3. It's the only movie I've EVER cried during. Yes, I have cried while watching this movie, and I have no doubt that I will this time as well. Its kind of ironic, isn't it? I mean, most of the people I know would never even think that Titanic of all movies would get to me, but it does. I really really love this movie, a lot. xD I'm such a dork. No seriously, though. Now Jack and Rose are barricaded by a gate to the water, and a man is about to drop his keys and they have to unlock the door somehow. I'm also very sorry if I'm spoiling this movie, if you've never seen it. And anyway, WHY HAVEN'T YOU SEEN THE DAMN MOVIE YET?!? I now make it your obligation to watch this movie. Dude, has anyone realized that Leonardo DiCaprio looks slightly feminine when doused in freezing water? But seriously this is an excellent movie. I feel so bad for all the people who died in the real sinking of the Titanic. My great Aunt Julie was born four years after the real accident (Titanic sunk on April 14, 1912, my great Aunt was born in August '16.) Well now the dude who was saying that he'd shoot anyone who tried to push past him would be shot, and the wicked awesome Irish dude, Tommy, got shot because somebody accidentally pushed him, so the shooter dude shot HIMSELF because he knew he was a piece of scum and he deserved it :) Now, Jack and Rose are talking to Mr. Andrews about the ship. I like him, I feel bad for him. He feels really guilty for practically causing this. He was the one who wanted to put more lifeboats on, and make the ship stronger but nobody listened. You see, everyone said the Titanic was unsinkable, and now its sinking. Mr. Andrews knew something COULD happen, and wanted to put more lifeboats on, but they only ended up putting enough for half the capacity of the ship. Half the people died. Okay, what the hell. A man just said to a maid guy "I would like a brandy." Who wants a fuckin' brandy in the middle of a crisis??? Aww, the band's still playing even though the ship's going down. That's so noble...xDDD OMG The captain's going down with his ship. He is friggin brave buffy. And Mr. Andrews is all sad. Dude, a glass of beer just fell off a mantle. I find that interesting. And they're showing all these people who are going to sleep just because they know they'll die anyway, so dying in there sleep is better. That would make me cry. I would freak out if I went to sleep and drowned. I almost had a nightmare about that last night, because I thought about it after I watched the movie yesterday, and yeah. I went to sleep at like four AM so I'm tired as hell. Almost half the boat's down already. I feel bad. Cal is such a slime. He's using a kid THAT ISNT HIS to get onto a lifeboat. He stole a kid and tried to pass it off as his. Dude, the band's music is emotional. I'm rambling about this movie now. If you're actually reading this, I admire you. I wouldn't have the patience to read on and on about a movie I have or haven't seen. "Gentlemen, it has been a privelage playing with you tonight." Jesus christ, this is a good movie. The ships going down, and the other half thats not sunk yet is rising up as the front goes down. Rose and Jack are running to the top (The part that's raising in the air. The ship looks like this sort of " \ " and the bottom is underwater. Its slowly tipping and its about to break in half. I feel really bad for Fabrizio. He's the Italian dude who got on the ship with Jack. Rambleeee, Rammblleeeee... I think Fabrizio just got crushed. Good Lord... - - - - - - I think I'm going to spare you. I'll go now xD If you actually took the time to read this rambling, I love you. :) Tabitha | ||
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| Mood: Calm, bored Listening to: Nothing at the moment. Hmm, not much is up today. I'm bored..It's a Saturday, which is the best and worst day of the week at the same time. Yesterday Katrell said "I know why Tabitha has never had a boyfriend! It's because she's so intimidating." That reallly did offend me, but I know its true. It doesn't matter, because I'm never going to have a boyfriend. I can survive without one. It still hit a nerve though, because stuff like that bothers me. I hate it when people comment on my low social life and my low-low-lowwwww relationship status. Well, I think sometime this weekend my sister's going to the library for homework and I might see if I can go with so I can sit around and read. I love curling up with a book, no matter where I am. The library is like my idea of heaven. Books.Everywhere. *Smile* Yeah, yesterday I wrote part of a story and Tori, Tyeisha, and Mecca all think I should continue, so I'm going to see if I can get three chapters done this weekend. I hope this doesn't turn into one of those books that I start, but never finish. I always do that. My flash drive is full of stories that I started but couldn't finish. Well, I can't think of anything more to write, I just felt like keeping my blog in a grin instead of a smile. Later, Tabby PS Sammi, I hope you had an excellent birthday. I wish I could have been there, but there's that whole Bajillion states away thing that kind of sets me back... Love you! -T | ||
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| I'm really bored, and stuff. Today has gone by so slowly, it kills me. But yeah. Today was boring. I caught Riker staring at my boobs. I was talking to him and his eyes were doing that annoying OOooOOoo (OO=looking up, oo= NOT looking up) thing. LOL. I was in mid-sentence and I stopped and was like "Riker, what the hell. I'm wearing a BAGGY SWEATSHIRT! Stop trying to stare at my boobs!" Riker is a creep. He's not even funny about it, he's just creepy and annoying. I can't even begin to tell you how many hugs I've gotten lately. It's awesome but weird. Why all the sudden hugs? Did something major happen, having to do with me, and suddenly everyone pities me? What the hell? Not that I'm complaining of course, considering my buring lovvee for hugs. X3 I also caught Matt looking at me in Spanish again, and he caught me looking at him a few times. I just can't help it. It's not that I 'like' him, not that way, but he's just one of those people who you can't HELP but stare at, y'know? But yeah, I keep looking at him at the exact WRONG second, because he always turns a second later and finds me staring, and I look away really fast, and ten seconds later I'm looking again. It's so confusing..=P Yeah, I have to say I love the weather. Call me a freak but I love cloudy, murky, rainy weather. I think I'm just a sucker for that horror-movie-eerie weather, where it's slightly cool but not so cold you can see your breath. Where the sky is gray and there are puddles on the ground. I like the kind of weather where you put your hood up to keep your ears warm but where its not so warm you have to REALLY bundle up just to leave the house. Fall is definitely my season. XD Umm, not much else to say...I'm just bored so I felt like bringing my blog's smile back up to a grin. BD Yeah so..later, I guess ^^, Tabitha P.S for any of you who have ever played Sims 2, THANKS for telling me that everytime I say WOOHOO!!! I'm really saying 'SEX!!!' How very embarrassing. Yes, I've been playing that game for two and a half years now but I never really thought of the fact that I keep saying SEX. God. Humiliating. Well, anywayyy Bya. BP | ||
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| Listening to: Nothing Current Mood: Bored I'm installing The Sims 2 University. For my sisters birthday she got a few more expansion packs so now we have: -The Sims 2 -The Sims 2 Glamour Life Stuff -The Sims 2 Pets -The Sims 2 Night Life -The Sims 2 Open For Business -The Sims 2 University -The Sims Complete Collection -SimCity 4 Yeah, I'm installing GLStuff, Night Life, Open For Business, and University on my laptop so I can play on here now XD I'm just happy I have the room for it lol... I'm boreddd I'm waiting for the game to install I'm bored I'm bored I"M BORED XD | ||
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| Listening to: Get Stoned by Hinder Current Mood: Average, Blank, The usual So I don't really know what's going on anymore. I want to like him still but I know I should hate him too. I really despise it when people do shitty things like that, like lead you on and then just suddenly...boom...It sucks. Anyway, I'm good a repressing things so I'm not really in break-down mode at the moment. Not much is going on right now in my life, except Samantha got a new kitten!! Named Friday, and she looks like a cow. She is about the same age as Cinnamon, so they're like long-distance-friends-who-don't-know-each-other-at-all-n-stuff so yeah. RIP Foggy... Yeah. Kay well not much to say. I hope something fun happens this weekend. Tabby | ||
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| Listening to: Cat and Mouse -The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Mood: Confused. Well...I just don't know anymore. If this confuses you, I'm sorry, but I have to do something. I have GOT to say something. You see, I have this complicated thing going on inside me. First of all, I really really want to tell somebody who I like, because I can't keep this stupid secret hidden for so long, but I'm afraid to tell anyone. Also, I really really want to talk to him now, even though I know he doesn't like me at all. I just need to know that he's there. I feel awful I feel like I want something to happen but I don't know what. My chest hurts, to be honest, and I don't mean to be a cliche. I don't know how to explain it, and I don't know what's going on. I really don't know if I'm over him or if I'm not, if I like him or if I hate him. I don't know what to do, because one second I'm fine and suddenly he signed on and now I feel like I'm suffocating. This sounds so sappy and cliche but I'm being honest here. And I keep getting this lump in my throat. I think, based on his msn message thing that something's wrong with him. I'm torn between wanting to make it okay and wanting to yell at him that he deserves it for all he's done to me over the past many months. I feel so pathetic for liking him, and confused about the fact that I might like him still. I feel so dumb, because I might like someone who's put me through hell. I feel like crying and laughing and smiling and dying. I feel like hurting him, hurting myself, singing, screaming. I don't know what I want, and if somebody doesn't explain this to me soon, I'm going to break down. I really need to know what the hell is going on. Please, someone help me and I don't mean just to say "i'm sorry, boys suck, if I were you i'd be crying, blah blah blah" because it really makes me feel better and everything but it doesn't help. I guess maybe what I need is for someone to just say something, anything, that will help me; really really help me. Tabitha | ||
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| he... he... he... HE WROTE ANOTHER GIRL POETRY! AND SHE LIKED IT! And she said she was speechless and that it was beautiful. HE TOLD ME TWO SECONDS AGO. And that he wishes she liked him back And I have to be a good friend and be supportive And act like its sooo great and soooo awesome that she likes his goddamn poetry While I really feel like crying until I can't cry anymore. Fuckingjeez i hate life so much. He also continued to say that she's really amazing and he likes her a lot. I feel so happy for him, but I'm miserable at the same time. I'm trying really hard not to cry, because I'm in the living room and my dad's in here. What do I do? | ||
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| I think I may have just given the guy I really really like advice to go after another girl. I'm so fucking screwed. You see, he (knowing that I am the most amazing almight being ever...) came to me asking for help, telling me that he can't get over this girl who's all frustrating. And I told him that either she really likes him and doesn't know how to show it, or she doesn't know what she feels, or she has no idea she's even being frustrating in the first place. I have serious problems. Why would I give the guy I like advice that may reassure him to go after some other chick?? And WHY do guys come to other girls for advice? I understand that girls are obviously supreme beings and all, but what would a guy do if he went to a girl who totally liked him for advice and ended up crushing her by talking about how he can't let go of some OTHER chick? Isn't that just a little rude??? Damn, I'm so screwed up... Tabitha PS Kenzie and Samantha, you two are just pissing me off a little bit, okay? I'm going to be totally honest and say that if I had to choose sides I'd pick Samantha's side, but that's because she makes more sense in this case. If either of you holds that against me or each other, I will get a new screen name and never talk to either of you again. Kenzie, I understand that Samantha mother's people, but I don't see a problem with that in the least bit. Also, I don't see how you can say she's childish AT ALL, because Samantha is far from childish. Now, both of you have been friends for too long to be like this so GET OVER YOUR PROBLEMS BEFORE I EXPLODE ON BOTH OF YOU! I hate it when people fight. I hate feeling like I have to choose between two people. I'm stressed out and worrying about you two doesn't make it any better at all. Now, before I say something stupid, I have got to go. | ||
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| This really made me cry. Go watch it, now, please? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8i_KC0f0_Fg | ||
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| Happy Halloween =] Damn, that took a while. But yeah, I feel so looserishh. Because, its halloween and there are at least a dozen parties I could be at, and I'm sitting here on the computer with an iced coffee watching charlie brown. I feel so loserish. I'm not even allowed to trick-or-treat because my mom thinks that once your thirteen, you're too old. -sigh- But yeah, I'm still happy today. I barely got my Social Studies paper done (the things practically my whole grade this quarter) and was almost late for school. Cassie fucking scared the shit out of me, because she dyed her uber blond hair jet black and had all this makeup on. She was fuckin' scaryy! Lol. And Katrell dressed up as a pimp. Mr. Keene literally cracked up when he saw him. I did too kinda. LOL. He had this pimp hat (which sparked a funny conversation at lunch between me, Devin, and Katrell) and a gold chain necklace, He was so funny. I thought about taking his picture on my phone, but I forgot. This is the conversation that started over Katrell's hat. Me: -takes his hat and puts it on- Katrell: Give me back the pimp hat! Me: Hellz noO! Katrell: grr! -makes up for his anger by staring at my ass when i walked away to throw my lunch away. pfft, perv- Me: -gives him back the hat- (this next convo kinda cut into the middle of the pimp-hat thing) Devin: I haven't hugged you in like, forever. -hugs me really tight- Me: -still hugging him- You havent talked to me in forever, you jerk! xP Devin: Hey! Me: It's truee! Devin: Well, you made it seem like you hated me. Me: How would you know? You didn't talk to me! Devin: Before I stopped talking to you. Me: Aw, no I don't hate you! Devin: -steals the pimp hat- Katrell: Why is everyone stealing my fucking pimp hat!? Is it because I'm small? ** this one dude whos really tall but whose name i dont know said "hey, we didnt need to know that!" we were all like "grossie!" and cracked up** Me: It's because you're not pimp enough for the pimp hat. Devin: -still wearing it- Nah, I'm pimp enough though. Me: Pff. You are not. Devin: Please. I'm like, the pimpest dude here. Me: You're kidding me right? Devin: No I'm serious. Me: -laughs- Devin: hey! Me: You are not pimp, Devin... Devin: Hey! Katrell: Tabby thinks SHE"S pimp enough. Me: Fuck no I don't! I'm not pimp at all! Anyway, yeah, I had a fun day. And, according to Samantha, my costume was a nudist on strike. When I read that text I cracked up soo bad right in the middle of the mall. it was hilarious. xD I showed my mom too and she laughed and said "That's a good one, I like that." I told mom that someday I'm going to magically gain money and buy samantha a plane ticked and make her get her butt out here. I told mom 'You'd like Samantha. She's like a combination of Tori and Tyeisha with four times the coolness." Mom said "Well, I'm sure I'd like her then." Because, she lovesss tyeisha and tori. And based on the stuff I've said about Sammi, mom thinks she'd really like her. xD Sam, aren't you flattered? If my evil mom likes you, you have got to be awesome. =) It's true though. Happy Halloween, every Dentist's nightmare. Love, Tabitha <3 | ||
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| Oh my god, I'm having the most crazy-ass day ever... First of all, we had explore tests today, which is kind of like SATs only for Freshman. The whole Freshman class was in the gym by 8:15 and seated at desks in alphabetical order. I was supposed to be by Devin, but he had a fever today and apparently stayed home. The tests, well, they were torture, as all tests are. but this one, lasted from 8:30 to like, NOON. We had a half an hour for each section. My god, it was horrible, because lately I've been having back problems and sitting in those uncomfortable chairs was NOT fun, at all, but anyway. We had a full hour for lunch, since we had gotten out early from testing, and Katrell was really pissing me off. He was making his usual sick jokes, which aren't so bad if you try not to think about what they really mean, but then he started making all these jokes about how "i'm his property." and how "he wants me, and only me" and he was only kidding, but I wasn't having a good day, so I seriously was about to kick his ass right there with a group of people telling me to. Also, Cory got back from St. Louis this afternoon. He is now, officially, a part of the US Air Force! He doesn't ship out for training until January at least, but he is officially in the AF. *Smile* Then, there's the horrid fact that today was Rachel's birthday. She's thirteen. God. The girl, is so freaking stupid, I'm not kidding... but that will come later. Anyway, we went to Golden Corral for dinner, and the guy at the cash register apparently knew Cory when he was in High School. And this guy was being all nice, and then, once mom and dad were looking away, he would glance at me, and smile some kind of crooked half smile, that wasn't really a smirk or a smile. AND HE WAS CHECKING ME OUT! Seriously! I was being checked out by a nineteen year old! It was so bizarre, but actually he wasn't that bad looking. Not the kind of guy I'd usually call 'cute' but he was okay. His hair was a bit over-spiked, but other than that, he was cute, and nice. But still, I don't like him that way. Anyway. Then we got home, and Rachel opened her presents. She got two gift cards, jeans and a hoodie, pajamas, and a camera. And you know what she had the nerve to do? She complained because she didn't get 'what she wanted.' BS! How is anyone supposed to know what she wants, if she never tells us anything? The girl expects us to come up with some super huge present out of nowhere, and it doesn't work that way. Who are we? Fucking Santa Claus? Hell no! She started making a birthday list TWO DAYS AGO, and complained that she couldn't get on to work on it because I was working on my History Fair essay. >< The girl is freaking stupid. Anyway, then comes this. i fell asleep after Rachel's presents, because my back was KILLING me, but I woke up in time to eat some chocolate ice cream with mom and Cory. I started telling mom how I was kind of freaking out, because I have a huge essay due in like two days and I have no clue what I'm doing, and I don't have time to use the living room or kitchen computers because I keep having to stop to let Rachel, Josh, or Dad have a turn, and mom said "well, what is it you'd like me to do? I can't do anything for you" and that kind of stuff, and I said "I just want my own computer back." And she went in her room, and cme out with my laptop and put it on the table and said "here." So, now, I HAVE MY LAPTOP BACK!!! I'm so happy!!! I'm borrowing my dad's charger cable for the night so he can fix mine, but I HAVE MY OWN LAPTOP BACK! WOO! So yeah, happinessss. Tabitha | ||
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| Well, it's been ages since I last updated. Nothing to talk about. Have to write an essay. Have to add another thousand words on a subject i know nothing about. Talking to rain about tori B's bitchines. (she called me a cutter, the stupid bitch.) drinking tea and annoyed with chapped lips. cory's in st. louis on air force stuff. three hour test tomorrow that'll take up the whole morning. reading a lot. social life deteriorating. excruciating details. | ||
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| OMG I'm so proud of my brother... I'm really not supposed to tell people this because my brother wants the option to change his mind if he wants without disappointing anybody, but still! Okay, here's the story. My brother's nineteen years old and has been out of high school for over a year, and he doesn't have a job and he's not in college. He lives at home and doesn't eat most of the food mom makes for him, and most of the time he can be a pretty big dickhead, in all honesty. He doesn't pay any of his car bills and he doesn't pay for gas; basically my parents are still fully supporting him. He's kind of a lazy ass, and he knows it. But, when I came home from school, he told me He's about 85% sure that he's going into the Air Force in the near future!!! I'm so proud of him, especially because he is finally making an effort to do something. He'll have reduced flights when he's not on duty, and on duty he'll have free, he'll have reduced or free hotel payments, I am so.proud.of.him! He'll have good pay, too. If he does go into the A.F, he'll go through training and graduate, and then I'll get to go see him graduate in San Antonio, Texas! It'll be a fifteen hour drive to get there. I'm soooo proud. =) Tabitha | ||
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| I'm worried about Devin. He posted TWO bulletins on myspace talking about his two friends, Rachel and Sarai, are pissed at him AND a blog on myspace about how he hates life and he was crying and how he was realllly upset. I hate it when my friends are upset. Tabitha says: are you okay? .:. not really Tabitha says: i'm sorry. =\ is there anything i can do to help? .:. lol no Tabitha says: =\ .:. sorreh .:. =\ Tabitha says: its ok i just dont like it when people are upset .:. well im trying not to be .:. xD Tabitha says: lol Tabitha says: like i've probably said, its weird when other people are the sad ones and i'm not .:. yeah =] Tabitha says: xP .:. =J Tabitha says: well, your bulletins worried me. and your blog. .:. i vented .:. im kinda fineish now .:. xD Tabitha says: lol I'm prreetttty sure he was just being 'happy' to not worry me, but he still did. >< Tabitha | ||
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| You know what pisses me off?? My parents. Yeah, them again. Here's the story of what happened. I'm sure you all have something food-wise stashed in your room. Whether its a bag of chips, some crackers, whatever. Well, for me, I had a few candy canes in there. Only five or six, sitting on my bed, and when my dad went in there looking for me (I was in the bathroom at the time) he saw them. Well, my mom yelled at me for it. "Tabitha, am I going to have to send you to some psychiatrist or something to figure out why you feel the need to eat sweets?" I mean, yeah, maybe I shouldn't eat sweets so much but how can you threaten to send me to a shrink over a few candy canes? My parents think I have some kind of 'food stealing problem' or something. They think that just because I eat cereal as a snack, I'm messed up in the head. I know, it could be worse. There are kids whose parents totally ignore them or beat the shit out of them on a daily basis, but I really wish mine weren't so...I don't know. I wish they actually liked me. My friends see it too. Tyeisha and Tori understand how my mom is and agree that she's, basically, a total bitch. Tabitha. | ||
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Well, I'm really bored. You see, I'm in English right now and I've already finished my assignment, so I've got nothing to do. I suppose I'll just tell you about my day so far, since I've got plenty of time. Sorry if it bores you. I got up around 6:40 but didn't get out of bed till 6:55, so I was running pretty late on time. I did my usual, got dressed, got stuff together, etc. I didn't get my shower in, but I'll do that after school. When I finally got out the door it was 7:15 and I was pretty late, but luckily I didn't miss the bus. The bus ride was boring, and then we got to school. As we followed our usual routine (We being me, Tyeisha, and Mecca. Tori was at her Dad's so she took a different bus and didn't meet up with me till later. That part will come.) of walking upstairs to go to Tyeisha's locker, Devin was in front of us. (odd, because his bus doesn't get in til later, or at least I thought.) Tyeisha goes "who's that? looks like an interesting person. We should say hi." and I was like "that's Devin, you idiot." then to devin: "Hi Devin. Tyeisha didnt know who you were, and said you were an interesting person." "Well, I'm not an interesting person." he said. I said "Yeah you are, you're just strange, and simple." He said "Okay." I think he was still upset about yesterday. I don't wanna get into that though. Then Tyeisha, mecca, and I kept walking to their lockers, then we parted ways because they wanted to go to the library and i didn't. So, i went to the cafeteria, got some poptarts and an orange juice, and went to sit alone. Then TJ invited me to sit by him so I did, but he and his friend, whoever he is, left to go to the library. Joy, everyone's ditching me today. So, I sat. Alone. For fifteen minutes. Then Tori came in. After a few minutes of me being blah, she said "Tabby, are you okay?"and I told her yeah, and what did she mean. She said I seem all blank and that I’m staring into space a lot. I was actually thinking about, well, things I don’t want to talk about right now. I told her I was fine, and a few minutes later, Dawna sat down by us, completely uninvited. I had hardly said anything since TJ left, actually, since I walked away from Tyeisha and Mecca. Anyway, Tyeisha and Mecca decided to grace us with their presence, and then they started talking about who knows what, and I got up and left. They shouted after me, trying to figure out where I was going, but I just went up to the library and straight to the NonFiction section. I looked up from the shelves and TJ was there. Anyway, I think I’m going to read now because I have nothing else to do and I don’t really think anyone wants to read about my boring day. I only really did this as something to do, so bye.
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| heyyy loser! :] i know you've read them but why havent you commented them? what is them, you ask? my damn songs, you dummy! please, comment them? i'll love you for evahh. i just need to know what people think. kay off to skachool | ||
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| I'm sitting back, listening to music, and guess what? Writing it too. I'm writing songs again. I haven't written a song in ages. My problem is that whenever I write a song, it just sits there in the folder on my flash drive. I never come up with a good steady tune and I never let anyone read them. I've deciced to change that. I'm changing the title of my journal blog (again) to something more broad. This will be for anything and everything I write. I'm going to post songs on there, too, and hopefully not let my blog die. =o that would be bad... So not much is actually going on in my life. I'm just losing hope. But I don't want to talk about that. Tabitha..<3 | ||
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Today was pretty good. Devin decided to stop talking to me, which was amusing. We were in math and he said I'm a mean person and he doesn't wanna talk to me anymore (he said it jokingly though so I don't think he meant it) and so at lunch (right after math) he didn't way a word to me. I was like "Devin, talking to me yet?" and he shook his head. Then he and Rob sat down and sat around playing guitar and singing and Devin would talk to other people but not me. It made me sad. xD He's much better at the whole 'ignoring' concept than I am. So anyway, i said really fast: "HeyDevinYouKnowICouldMakeYouTalkToMeByJustSayingrandomStuffForAReallyLongTimeAndYou'd GetAnnoyedAndYou'dHaveToTalkToMoEventually." And he just smiled and went back to his guitar. But then I'd sit right by him or say something that caught his attention, and he'd stare at me for a long time before he looked away. Then Katrell said something about me "wanting Devin's..." (well, you can guess what he said) and I chased him around and caught up to him easily, but he jumped off the stairs before I could kick his butt. >< Anwyay, When I walked back, Devin looked at me for a full two minutes. It was eerie lol Then, there was Spanish, the one clas I have with Matt-The-Sexy... Mr. Taylor presented this slideshow and he wanted me to click the computer mouse, so I sat in front of the whole class at the computer. Matt.Stared.At.Me. -sigh- Dude, I'm not even lying, he's fucking hot. And during class, we sit on opposite ends of the room . He sits front row and I sit second row back, so he can just sit sideways in his chair and look across the room at me. He does, sometimes. I think he knows i stare at him, but I can't help ittttt. And then he'll look at me, and its hard to look away. His eyes are awesome. -sigh- I'm such a mushball sometimes. And I'm going to make devin talk to me when/if he signs on today. I'm gonna IM him until his eyes fall out, then he'll just be like "OKAY!" lmao. And tomorrow, I'm going to Tori's around 5 and spending the night. Yeah, well I'm gonna go read. B) Tabby | ||
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